Not Your Definition (poem, theresa's musings)

I’ll never be
your definition of fun
I’m not one for parties
and I’m not someone

to drink a whole lot
then stay up past one
I absolutely hate dancing
(try to make me and I’ll run)
Not one for surfacey chats
with anywho or anyone
especially not fake friends
that call me “girl” or “hun”
who try to force me into molds
I purposely shun
cause they can’t understand
I’m not like everyone
my mind’s a strange place
I ooze oddness by the ton
if I told you all my thoughts
I’d positively stun
if you look for normal
with me, you’ll find none
I don’t fit in with you
my weirdness overrun
you try to make me you
work you’ve just begun
as you down your 6th drink
becoming more overdone
and you pull me on the dance floor
thinking that you’ve won
what you fail to realize
is you and I are done
cause I am me
and I’ll never be
your definition of fun

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